I'm new to this support forum and I fear I may get addicted to getting blown on a regular basis. I have only ever experienced getting blown vicariously from watching videos and such and feel that once it actually happens to me I will really be addicted and have to seek further help through other such as blown anonymous. Any of you guys who can cope with this addiction on a regular basis please help. I am totally new to this form of addiction and desperately need to learn best how to cope with this serious affliction so that I may carry on functioning with my day to day activities.